Welcome to the world! Alhamdulillah, Uncle Charl is blessed with a little baby boy. Little Wan Idlan Hakimi. They call him Kimi as in Kimi Raikonnen or something, that F1 driver. But Bil and I have decided that we will call him Idlan because it really is a nice name and I, personally have not heard of the name before. So, we, the cousins, will be calling him Idlan. He's a cute little baby. He's really fair and has got rosy cheeks. He's gonna be one hell of a looker when he grows up but he's got sepet eyes from his daddy. Haha. Can't wait to bully him when he grows up. It's payback for all the times Uncle Charl bullied when I was a kid. Muahaha :)

My uncle has a new baby! His first one. It's a boy! And he has the most beautiful name I have ever heard so far. haha. Maybe I'm just saying that cos' he's my cousin. haha. I haven't seen him yet. He was born last Monday. I'm sad because everyone was there to greet him upon his arrival except me. I saw the pictures Nabil took. He is sooo cute! He looks like my other cousin, but he has his mum's mouth. I can't wait to see him tomorrow! I'm so glad it's a boy though cause I can't cope well with little girls. hahahahahahahah. And that means, I'm still the only girl on that side of the family! woooooooooh. I'm bringing along my own baby 40D tomorrow and we'll be taking pictures of little Idlan. Furthermore, I'll be making money out of it! hagahahahhaha :D

"Kalau kita cakap mungkin, maksudnya kita tak bersyukur dengan apa yang ada di depan kita"
-Miasara, Papadom.

I loved Papadom. Afdlin Shauki makes the best movies. It was a great movie, we all loved it. It's great to watch it with the family especially with your dad. I mean, it's called PAPAdom for a reason. so go go go! I had a great time tonight. Jaja knows why *kening2* ahahhahahahahhahahah.all mine bebeh, all mine! :DD

I haven't studied squat. Dayum. sedar la fatin, sedar lah!

I can't look at certain pictures. It makes me go, "Eff off you faggot!"
Last three weeks was fun. I had lots of fun at school. Finals is next Tuesday, I think I'm going to suck donkey balls for my finals. I'm scared. I don't want to go to block B next year. I want to be in the top three classes. Aghhh. Bapak bodoh ah I'm thinking about this. I don't worry about stuff like this. muahah. I can't wait for school to endddd! Then I've got a month all to myself! wheeeeee. Tomorrow is going to be boring. I'll be home alone while my parents go to work and my brother goes to school. Sheeesh. I'll be home, doing stupid stuff. Or, I could just sleep. yeahhh. I'm bored. And still waiting for a miracle to happen. wakakak. whatthehell. now i have to go type out Bil's speech. The lazy ass just won't do it himself.

I'm going back to school in like an hour or so I guess and I'm dreading every single minute of it. The past week has been like heaven eventhough it got rough towards the end because you showed up. I may be gone for a while, I mean, a long while, and I don't think I'll be seeing you around anymore (YAY! and shit) so I just hope things get better for you. I just happen to know, for a fact that you're going through a rough patch, being heartbroken or whatever. I guess now you know how I feel, eh? Stupid feelings aside, as much as I sort of don't like you for doing and not doing all the things you did or did not do, I pretty much still do like you and care about you. For instance, hearing your name still gives me the ta-thump feeling in my chest and seeing you makes my insides go insane like a roller-coaster. I really don't know why I'm typing this out, probably cos' I'm hoping that someday, somehow you'll read this blog and know how I feel about you, even though I'm kinda worried you won't know it's about you. haha. And deep down, I guess I kinda already know that I won't have a freaking rat's chance with you. As in ever. Although I'm hoping otherwise. I wish you a better future and goodluck for everything that's coming up. I hope you'll do well and I know it's corny and cheesy to sign off with lyrics or quotes that I like, eventhough I always do it. And it's cornier and cheesier still when I'm signing off with malay lyrics. haha. but what the heck.

Engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh, aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Senang je dulu. It was so easy being away and not seeing people for 6 months. Balik je and everything goes crumbling down. J's been a real rock lately. Thanks for being around to listen to me bitch and complain about stuff. Angau pun ada. Haha. I had fun yesterday guys. Let's do it more during semester break. woooh :)

I want you, just exactly like I used to
And baby this is only bringin me down...
I said I want you, just exactly like I used to
And baby this is only bringin me down

ok fine, so i know now. but i still want you.i don't know why. just kiiillllll me already. cos i already feel like i'm dying seeing u heartbroken over others but never me.

Chuck: I was a coward running away again. But everywhere I went, you caught up with me. So I had to come back.

Blair: I wanna believe you. But I can't. You've hurt me too many times.

Chuck: You can believe me this time.

Blair: Oh... That's it?

Chuck: I love you, too.

Blair: But can you say it twice?

Blair: No I'm serious, say it twice.

Chuck: I love you. That's two. I love you, that's three. I love you, four.

Oh damn rat's ass, I love this two people. I want this. ahhahahah. Season2 done. Season 3, here I come! :)

Blair: Last fall you said we couldn’t be together, and I believed you. But everytime I try to move on, you’re right there, acting like -

Chuck: Acting like what?

Blair: Like… maybe you want me to be as unhappy as you are.

Chuck: I would never wish that on anyone. I want you to be happy.

Blair: Then look down deep, into the soul I know you have, and tell me if what you feel for me is real, or if it’s just a game. If it’s real, we’ll figure it out… all of us. But if it’s not, then please Chuck, just let me go.

Chuck: It’s just a game. I hate to lose. You’re free to go.

Blair: Thank you.

Serena: Chuck, why did you just do that?

Chuck: Because I love her and I can’t make her happy

I'm in love with them. But why does he let her go so easily. He's got her. He's had her all along. Why throw it away?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
Although this raya wasn't as exciting since we celebrated here instead of the kampong atmosphere we always get. There were a few up points from it all. Here for instance is one reason. What started as a proper photoshoot, turned into a nice one, albeit funny and... awry. haha.
First picture; just fine and dandy





































There you go, just a few pictures to show what happened earlier this morning. haha. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I'm sorry for all my wrong-doings and if I did any of you wrong. I hope you have a great month :)

*and to you, I hate you, ohmygod! but then, that's not true dammit.i still like you.damn u damn u damn u. no sorry's for you mister. you make my life hell just by existing cos i know u ain't mine. hahahah.stooopid.i hate you.man, how i wish that was true